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I wanted a different answer from fate.

I wanted a different response than a push forward;

a point in the right direction.

But no such truth revealed herself.

Nor the gaze, of the eyes, of the devil in disguise.

Ashamed Chariot.

I wanted to be anything but this.

Anything but this anger, these Furies.

But truth gave me lemons,

and Acid burned a Hellfire within,

One only Hades c endure.

I am not evil because I Choose.

I am evil because, my goodness was taken,

Brought judgement by flame,

My love lie in ashes,

I, child unclaimed.

I'm bad because I hunger, I thirst, I need,

I thrive for the holy,

While they watch me bleed.

I hate, for you knew the fate you extend,

With a shake of your hand,

My story unpenned.

I rise now for freedom, to make one last stand.

To live on my whim, not your story planned.

Task me to follow, and forth shall I go,

But its me who steps forward;

My steps in the snow.

I'll be in your play,

But I read no scripts.

Player to a stage,

Bringing Chaos in riffs.

Spotlight on me,

Curtains fall,

Houselights fade,

Glory for all.

This is the end,

a Beginning I bring.

I may flicker in your film

But its my song we Sing.